Im now three weeks into giving up the fags. Its not the first time I've tried, but this time it seems more serious than the others for some reason.
In the past i have had a lot of difficulty giving up due to the other stuff.
It used to be hash, i always wanted a spliff so couldnt stop it, but i got bored of weed at about 28 and stopped (4 years or so ago).
Since then its been beer, going out most nights and getting a bit drunk makes it hard to stop, especially when a lot of ur mates smoke.
Recently ive started to become aware im not as young as i used to be (32 now), and i hate the hold that fags (and beer a well) have over me.
For me the two things are still bound together.
On the plus side i have spent bugger all money in the last few weeks, as i really cant abide the idea of going to the pub any more.
I cant deny its driving me bloody nutty, and if it hadnt been for the combination of nicotine gum and a large portion of video games (quake 4 + call of duty 2 + fear) i would have gone stur crazy by now.
Gizmo, hang in there, we have to kick this thing, its an incidious fkin drug, and i really wanna be rid of the hold it has over me.
Matt